Monthly Archives: March 2007

Last night..

I was talking to a friend a couple of days ago and I was saying that in the previous year I have been to many weddings and funerals alike, more than usual. It’s always nice to share others’ joy and saddening to witness others’ loss and grief.
Last night I was at my friend’s sister’s wedding and we were having a good time dancing, laughing, eating, taking pictures and simply enjoying ourselves. I came back home around 3am and went to sleep.

My mother woke me up for Friday prayer and told me that Hassan, my brother, is in Makkah to attend the burial of one of his close friends, Anas. I couldn’t comprehend the news at first but then I jumped out of bed when I realized what it meant. Anas is a really good guy and a close friend of Hassan. It’s strange that he was in our house just last week. He’s only 17 but I guess his time was due. God has taken back what he has given. Today’s the first day of Al3aza, the service, and surely I’ll be there inshallah.

Allah yer7mak wo yeda5elak fasee7 jannatoh ya Anas wo ye9aber ahlak wo a7babk.

Not long ago I had written a post regarding the death of my friend’s cousin and how that I still find it hard to deal with the concept of sudden loss. Allah ye7faz a7babkom wo ye5alehom lekom.

Randomness one more time..

- I’ve been having writers block for nearly 2 months now. I can’t even write a few sentences that I think worth reading. It’s not the first time this has happened but it’s the first time it lasted this long. I’m waiting for it to go away naturally like it usually does. The good thing is that probably I’ll be writing a lot when I get inspired again.

- I still haven’t decided on what I want to specialize in just yet but I know the things that are ruled out for good! The “Not a Chance in Hell I’ll Ever Specialize In” list just keeps growing as I gain more knowledge and experience regarding different For now they are: Hematology, Obstetrics and Gynecology, Immunulogy, Neurology or Neurosurgery, Plastic Surgery, ENT, Dermatology, Urology, and the latest addition: Pediatrics ! Most of my life I thought I’d become a pediatrician but now I know that I can’t be. Emergency Medicine seems extremely appealing to me these days !

- Next week we’ll be conducting a survey and starting a health education program about Diabetes among schools in Jeddah. Our class is divided into 4 groups each with their own scheduled schools to visit. I’ll be visiting Al-Andalus School, Al-Thaghr School and some other schools that I don’t remember now. If you know anyone at those schools please ask them to cooperate with us and not give us a hard time as most probably they would :P

- I have started studying for my finals that will start after 2 months! So much to catch up on especially Hematology and ObGyne all of which we studied first term but will be tested on at the end of the year! Pharmacology alone is a monster in itself that requires at least a couple of weeks to barely read what we need to. Oh wish me luck!

Everything in life is a choice..

So I choose to smile :-)

Negativity was never my thing.

I’m gonna make it good somehow.

سأكون أنا اللعين

اذهبي وأخبريهم أنني كنت خائناً وغداً

أخبريهم أن الحياة معي كانت جحيماً لا يطاق

أخبريهم أنك لم تشعري بحبي أبداً

ورغم هذا أحببتني وكنت أنا من اختار الفراق

اذهبي وأخبريهم أنني كذبت عليك ألف مرة

وأنني كنت أستاذاً بارعاً في فن الخيانة

أخبريهم بحزن عن مذاق الدموع المرة

قولي أنني أبكيتك ووضعتك في أوطى مكانة

اذهبي وأخبريهم أنني لم أكن انساناً

بل كنت في الواقع مجرد وحش حقير

وأنك لا ترجين مني عطفاً ولا أماناً

وقولي أنني خدعتهم جميعاً لأنني ممثل قدير

اذهبي وقولي كل ذلك وأكثر إذا أردت

أنا لن أمنعك ولن أخالفك في أي مما تدعين

سيصدقك الجميع في كل ما قلت

وسأكون أنا المنبوذ الممقوت اللعين

اذهبي واخبريهم عن كل ما فعلته بي

لكن قولي أنني أنا الذي فعلته بك

اذهبي وأقسمي الصدق ثم اكذبي

سيكرهونني جميعاً وسأظل أنا أحبك