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Zombie
I close my eyes and I think just before I sleep
Wouldn’t be wonderful to be someone else?
To know what it’s like to be able to breathe
Without having to despise myself
I contemplate suicide for the hundredth time
But it’s too selfish of an act to execute
I can’t control the thoughts in my mind
So I resort to what makes me feel better, self abuse
I imagine myself dead in a car crash
The pictures in my head give me some relief
They’re like stains that cannot be washed
Monsters in my head that refuse to leave
I break the mirror with my bare fist
The pain and blood bring me back to life
I smile and I think of slitting open my wrist
Unconsciously I run and grab the sharpest knife
But I know that I probably won’t succeed
I’m too much of a coward to go though with it
So I make a small cut and watch myself bleed
Maybe I won’t feel like a zombie if only for a minute
Damaaaaar > 7araam 3aleeek > kont ba atsha7taf 7aja 7elwaa te’3ayer mazajee !!!!
come and join us
… bring hassan
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=29844789524
Now, that’s a different way ;D
Loved it, a coward for me is not the one who cuts himself but the one who kills himself!!
roa’a, lol sorry wallah! alfekra bs enek you know you’re not alone
Samahaer, mashallah a lot of breast cancer campaigns i see! Jeddah young Doctors group are also doing something so we’ll see what happens. Thanks for the invite. How come I’m not an organizer
hissweetheart, I agree with u
omg, what’s wrong with u ?!
cheer up dude !!!
but i loved it hehe ;P .. creepy
Very suicidal but I can understand what’s going through his head I guess – still very sad though ;P
I always land up on your blog when I’m half-asleep. Totally unfair.
I want to talk to this fellow and get his mind straightened out. I tend to be intrusive like that.
Glamour, lol it’s ok thanks for your concern. Everyone has her or his dark moments !
Creepy is good
Lino, there’s poetry in someone’s willingness to give up on life, don;t u think?
manutdfanatic, it’s good then.. you concentrate less and you find my writings to be better than they really are
You might talk to him if you want ! but you wouldn’t the be the only one who tried
Sure. I’ll be the only one who’ll succeed.
if you want to organize just tell me
we still have alot of campaigns for cancers and other medical stuff :S
ya the young doctors i heard about them i think my manger knows them or something like that
however if you ever felt like working in such a thing just tell me
samaher, 6ayeb you should have doctors you know in your campaigns
hmm… add me on hotmail and let me know the details if you don’t mind! bassem-kurdi@
There’s poetry in everything ;P
speechless ! whatever u were feeling at that moment i just felt it
dalal,
That means I did a good job in portraying that feeling
Thank you